I met somebody who won't tell me her name a while ago. I talk with her often. The internet is not my social outlet for much since I am always seeking intelligentsia and don't have anywhere to look anymore. My friends don't talk to me. I just heard from one for the first time in months this morning telling me about new legal drugs. I bite my tongue much these days. I suppose the reason for my frustration and angst is the physical dry skin that I have. Maybe it's my method of expression that never seems to come out the right way. I never meet anybody who just doesn't like me even though I find hostility in all directions. What's the best way to break the ice? It certainly for me is not what comes natural. Either I need to cut the bad food and self-recluse and just jog to the store every day- but I can't do that now because I've been consuming so much soda lately. I will get dressed and do it nonetheless. The past has editorialized itself in my mind and I don't know what I'm supposed to remember? There is desire at the time imbedded with reality and actuality. Take your pick.
