Thank you science and mind alive for internal versatility it takes for every thought to combust. That's all I was ever meant to amount to in this life of reconciliation. Some infectious epiphany... one that never fully developed. I have the beginning of superb ideas, but they never follow through. The way I see it, it is best to be up-front with people no matter what ashames you and especially with what you cannot run away from. If love was there I had chosen a thousand routes to choose for myself and scar my landscape with enough dead thought to reinterpret loss for my own new beginning when it was waking. I arise from sleep and something sets me apart from the last soul to live.